[She remembers that anonymous post she had sent out, asking about long-distance relationships, and unrequited feelings. Perhaps she had been too presumptuous. One day she feels so sure of herself, but the next day she feels just as confused as ever. Really, what does she know about St. Juste, and what she thinks? She knows barely anything at all about her.
It had started out with just wanting to take care of her, to make sure she was eating and sleeping properly. She definitely thinks of her, very often, but not quite as a friend. A friend is someone like Mariko, who listens to her troubles, and that label doesn't suit her at all.
But wanting to marry someone... That's something else entirely. It's one thing to remember the nice memories, but there are just as many unpleasant times, cautioning her against getting further involved. Even now, common sense would say to keep her distance.]
I don't know. I think, it's a little different from friendship, but to make that sort of commitment...I would have to think about it.
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[She remembers that anonymous post she had sent out, asking about long-distance relationships, and unrequited feelings. Perhaps she had been too presumptuous. One day she feels so sure of herself, but the next day she feels just as confused as ever. Really, what does she know about St. Juste, and what she thinks? She knows barely anything at all about her.
It had started out with just wanting to take care of her, to make sure she was eating and sleeping properly. She definitely thinks of her, very often, but not quite as a friend. A friend is someone like Mariko, who listens to her troubles, and that label doesn't suit her at all.
But wanting to marry someone... That's something else entirely. It's one thing to remember the nice memories, but there are just as many unpleasant times, cautioning her against getting further involved. Even now, common sense would say to keep her distance.]
I don't know. I think, it's a little different from friendship, but to make that sort of commitment...I would have to think about it.