[ She considers carefully what it is she wants to say. She needs to be clear and concise. She needs to explain herself and not let her thoughts and feelings run wild ]

Lancelot, I kissed you because I appreciate what you're willing to do for me and I appreciate the way you treat me. [ Her own brother doesn't react well to seeing her like this ]

I care about you, sure, but I kissed you- It was sort of an instinctual thing and I don't ignore instincts.