I know you don't care.

[Her tone is almost short, like she's fighting down fear.]

I mean you might have to feel it too. I mean...

[She shakes her head a little. It's not her own pain that concerns her, how horrible this is for her. Sophie has lived this, has dreamt it over and over. Connor hasn't.]

I can't do that to you. There might be a way for me to kill myself. Most of the way, at least. Maybe all the way.