It makes all the difference. [ Allen has a gentle, soft-spoken way about him, but it's quick and certain. Because it's not just for Kaworu either -- in fact he wasn't even the first one to make that impression on Allen. Nakama did; she's the one who made him see how much this could become home and everything to someone who had nothing else left for them.
It's not the same with Kaworu, no. But that -- ]
Being dead somewhere else doesn't mean you're any less alive here.
Doesn't it mean something, being able to actually spend time with someone you never thought you'd see again? [ Being able to see the actual person again, not being tricked into... ... well... Allen has reasons to be skeptical and pretty harsh when it comes to wishing the dead back to life. In that that's the worst sort of abomination there is in his world.
But this is different. There isn't the same penalty.
And being able to make amends.
Because even if you killed him, Shinji, and Allen can't begin to figure out your feelings between what he knew before and what Kaworu's told him (honestly he's good at figuring people out but he hasn't got a clue about what makes you tick yet)... you still cared, right?
It's impossible not to, killing someone you wanted to spend time with. Not with a human heart. ]
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It makes all the difference. [ Allen has a gentle, soft-spoken way about him, but it's quick and certain. Because it's not just for Kaworu either -- in fact he wasn't even the first one to make that impression on Allen. Nakama did; she's the one who made him see how much this could become home and everything to someone who had nothing else left for them.
It's not the same with Kaworu, no. But that -- ]
Being dead somewhere else doesn't mean you're any less alive here.
Doesn't it mean something, being able to actually spend time with someone you never thought you'd see again? [ Being able to see the actual person again, not being tricked into... ... well... Allen has reasons to be skeptical and pretty harsh when it comes to wishing the dead back to life. In that that's the worst sort of abomination there is in his world.
But this is different. There isn't the same penalty.
And being able to make amends.
Because even if you killed him, Shinji, and Allen can't begin to figure out your feelings between what he knew before and what Kaworu's told him (honestly he's good at figuring people out but he hasn't got a clue about what makes you tick yet)... you still cared, right?
It's impossible not to, killing someone you wanted to spend time with. Not with a human heart. ]