I believe in the truth, no matter which face it takes. If the ruler is a tyrant then his dark deeds go down in the ledger, if he is kind and loved by all then it too is written so. My words won't make anyone be seen in a better or worse light, I'm not digging for rumors or making them up. All I write is the truth.

It's the victors that often turn the losers into something more horrible.

Yes, I would write of your titles, your doings, but I wouldn't make them worse than what they were or any lighter. It's not for me to judge or change the truth in any way. But it also doesn't change who you are as a person.

To me, my job aside, you've been kind and willing to talk to a gangly teenager still new to this place. Not many would have patience with all of my questions, not even I would when faced with myself. Yet I cannot write even that, only if I see you acting the same way with others.

But I'm not one to ask on how to find one's self again. I've never found it in the first place.