[ That's probably exactly the problem with Shinji. He weighed what hurt him moreso than what made him happy in his life. Well. He tried to determine what he felt more of, rather than weighed anything, really. (let alone wanting to take responsibility for any of it.) And it will be a while before he realizes that or before Kaworu got that through his head.
He also realized something.
It was a little surprising to Shinji that someone like Kaworu was able to feel loneliness and be hurt like anyone else... Even though he told Misato that Kaworu was just like him and Ayanami, and even though he said that he loved him, too... ]
I really don't know anything about you, don't I? [He thought he said it to himself, but it was outloud...]
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He also realized something.
It was a little surprising to Shinji that someone like Kaworu was able to feel loneliness and be hurt like anyone else... Even though he told Misato that Kaworu was just like him and Ayanami, and even though he said that he loved him, too... ]
I really don't know anything about you, don't I? [He thought he said it to himself, but it was outloud...]