'No, you're not!' he wants to scream that so badly, but he won't. His hands at his sides curled into fists.
Shinji seems to still be unable to wrap his head around how Kaworu's death WAS a result of the angel thinking about him (and the rest of the humans, but Shinji's a part of that, too.).
Or maybe because Shinji's now so frightened of being cared for so much, like that. Yes, he was taught what love feels like, in that one day he got to spend with the angel. But now he's frightened of it and will just emotionally shrink away from the idea of someone thinking about Shinji.
So he does it again. He runs away. Again. At least he won't get hurt when he does that, right?
...Yet this hurts. And that frustrated Shinji as he made his way out the door, in a hurried pace. ]
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'No, you're not!' he wants to scream that so badly, but he won't. His hands at his sides curled into fists.
Shinji seems to still be unable to wrap his head around how Kaworu's death WAS a result of the angel thinking about him (and the rest of the humans, but Shinji's a part of that, too.).
Or maybe because Shinji's now so frightened of being cared for so much, like that. Yes, he was taught what love feels like, in that one day he got to spend with the angel. But now he's frightened of it and will just emotionally shrink away from the idea of someone thinking about Shinji.
So he does it again. He runs away. Again. At least he won't get hurt when he does that, right?
...Yet this hurts. And that frustrated Shinji as he made his way out the door, in a hurried pace. ]