"... Killua." For a second, Gon merely says his name, and to help steady his shaking, his hand goes to his friend's own hands, cupping the top of his hands. It's more or less a gesture to try to calm him down. "It's okay."

"I didn't think it was a bad thing that I did." The words are meant to be optimistic. "... I just thought that-- 'I should find Killua' after I woke up."