"Yeah. I hate it," he admits bluntly, scrunching his nose.

"It's disorienting. And I know if I ask, he'll tell me-- but it's not the same as being there. He sounded so shocked at first, that I didn't know what was going on. It seemed important, but I don't understand any of it. And I know I can't do anything about it, but I feel like I'm letting him down somehow."