Well, of course he has. If he hadn't, he never would have understood me, so I wouldn't have fallen for him.
[She makes a thoughtful noise, taking a sip of her wine at the thought. And when she speaks, it's honest, only because it suits the conversation to be honest in this case.]
I don't know if I want to change like Johan does, though. But I know that I'm not the same as Johan, so I don't think I could want to change like he does anyways.
[She realizes that this is confusing, so she elaborates after a thoughtful noise] I am changing, I think. Because I've gotten to meet humans and I've gotten to see for myself that they're... not as bad as I thought. Even if they can't understand me, that doesn't mean that they're bad or that they don't care. But I've never been on my own before either, so I don't think I'm doing everything right either. That's why Johan is important to me, though. Even if I mess up learning these kinds of things, he's there for me, and I try and be there for him.
That sounds really stupid, doesn't it? But I trust him, I guess is my point. [a pause] Almost more than anyone I've ever met.
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[She makes a thoughtful noise, taking a sip of her wine at the thought. And when she speaks, it's honest, only because it suits the conversation to be honest in this case.]
I don't know if I want to change like Johan does, though. But I know that I'm not the same as Johan, so I don't think I could want to change like he does anyways.
[She realizes that this is confusing, so she elaborates after a thoughtful noise] I am changing, I think. Because I've gotten to meet humans and I've gotten to see for myself that they're... not as bad as I thought. Even if they can't understand me, that doesn't mean that they're bad or that they don't care. But I've never been on my own before either, so I don't think I'm doing everything right either. That's why Johan is important to me, though. Even if I mess up learning these kinds of things, he's there for me, and I try and be there for him.
That sounds really stupid, doesn't it? But I trust him, I guess is my point. [a pause] Almost more than anyone I've ever met.