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🄹esse   🄿inkman ([personal profile] albuquerque) wrote in [community profile] asgardmeridiem2013-12-04 02:53 am

Fading sun, what have I done

Who: Severus Snape and closed threads to: Alice Liddell, Barty Crouch Jr., Voldemort, Hermione. Otherwise OPEN TO EVERYONE.
What: The aftermath of Mirror Verse
When: Days 365 through to 367-ish (up to and including the earthquake)!
Where: Various places around the city
Rating: PG for now, though there will be some violence at some point.


[Upon returning to the real Asgard, upon realising with sick dread that he's returned without Lily, Severus goes into hiding for the following two days. It's the only thing he can do while war is still waging outside. He's so bone-weary, feels so physically and mentally broken, that he can't face another moment of devastation and destruction and terror. He can't bare to think about Lily still being trapped there, unsafe, lost, her life horribly in danger.

He's failed her. Again. Seems that's the curse he has to live with: always failing the very woman he secretly, desperately, longingly loves with every wretched fibre of his being.

Despite how sore he is, how much he's aching in his muscles and deep in his bones, how heavily lost in a murky depressed fog he is, he throws himself into working on school schedules and doing what he can to organise school matters from the privacy and safety of his own place. It gives him purpose. Gives him focus. And when the explosion of heat suddenly sweeps across the city, Severus is safe enough to have to only duck down with a scramble under his desk, although the heat that settles heavy and oppressive in every nook and cranny is like being trapped inside a burning oven; very soon, he's scrabbling and tearing at his clothes, desperate to get them off and away from his perspiring skin.

In fact, it's the heat itself - and the apparent end of warring giants that's followed in its wake - that prompts Severus to eventually decide to venture out onto the streets. The heat is blazing, hotter than any heatwave he can remember ever hitting Britain; with very few clothes to call his own save those he arrived in Asgard with all those months ago, he has no choice but to don only his black slacks and white shirt, lest he faint from heat exhaustion.

Though he desperately wants to roll his sleeves up, he doesn't - his Mark has faded back to a faint reddish outline, dead and dormant, but he doesn't want to see it, doesn't want anyone else to see it. He'd rather swelter than ever let his shameful Mark see the light of day. His shirt clings wetly to his back with pit stains under his arms; his black hair clings in sweaty strands to the back of his neck while his forehead is bathed with perspiration. His face, however, despite being ruddy with the heat, is pale, withdrawn, pinched with a deeply repressed bitterness that's dangerously simmering beneath the surface.

It's not just the heat that's getting to him - it's the stubbornly unspoken thoughts and even more stubbornly ignored feelings about the previous several days bottling up inside him. Waiting to explode. Like a ticking time-bomb.

He will be found frequenting the Great Library and the school building he's bought, traversing between the two at regular intervals while he moves everything across to his new office. And in between his trips to the library or to the school, he can also be found making stops at cafes and shops for a much needed drink. Or he can sometimes be found stopping by a fountain or crouching down by a running tap, splashing cool water over his face. Or he can sometimes be found sitting on a bench in the street when he's too overcome by the heat to be able to stay on his feet any longer, broodily staring at the ground or down at his hands.

Anyone is free to stop him, although they may find themselves on the unpleasant receiving end of Severus' very short fuse. One should only approach him at one's own risk.]

[[ooc: Snape will mostly be around Odin district, however feel free to have your character bump into him anywhere, really. Feel free to also have your character bump into Snape post-earthquake on day 367. Prose or action tags are both fine with me! I'll match whatever you reply with. c:]]
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2013-12-28 03:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, it was supposed to be a joke. Doesn't anyone in this city have any sense of humor and light conversation? You deflect, and it keeps you safe. But apparently Fiona's the only one who's gotten that lesson. She's not going to lie, which means everyone has to deal with the uncomfortable truth, once she gets near it.

Uncomfortable herself, she shifts in her chair before putting the barrier back up again. Her words come out with a bit of spite, though they aren't directed at Snape. "Nah, my biggest problem is keeping everyone outta jail, and fed, and going to school, and making sure my dad doesn't steal the money we kept hid under the floorboards. But property tax is kinda more fun to talk about, y'know?" At least they have a house.

She shakes her head, that came out all wrong. It's not even connected to the original idea, though she can see the connection in her mind: She doesn't have to pay rent, or for food, or even work if she doesn't want to, here.
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2013-12-29 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
Fiona, meanwhile, is absolutely cheery. Weirdly, that off her chest sets her in a better mood. She straightens up a bit, and her smile, obviously fake, is just a little bit more real for the comfort. "Yeah, and the winters're cold as a witch's-" wrong word choice. "Cold as Hell. But I 'spose you'd know all about that, being English and all." Look, she can move the conversation off her pathetic home situation! Thank you, Corporate America.

"Oh, lots've cream and sugar, if you got any." He seems like a coffee, black kinda guy.
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2013-12-29 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Cold as a witch's tit, one of grammy Gallagher's more inspired invectives, doesn't seem quite appropriate in a work setting with a guy who says he does magic for funzies. Fiona shrugs. "Yeah, well. I dunno, I feel like cold and wet's a better punishment than warm and toasty."

She peers over to where Snape's standing, expression confused. "Cream? Milk? Y'know, half'n half?" What the hell do they call it in England?
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2013-12-29 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"If you're obsessed with mold, you'd probably be better off in Hell anyway." She shrugs, and eyes him making coffee. Tea. Whatever. "Yeah, blame Starbucks. There's one percent, two percent, skim, half and half, and soy." Is she teasing him? No, never. "I can't taste the difference."
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2013-12-29 04:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Fiona tries very, very hard to school her face away from amused, cruel delight and possibly laughter. She speaks slowly, fighting to keep the corners of her mouth even. "It's a... chain of coffee shops. I guess they don't have 'em in England." Which is weird, because Fiona had been informed by comedians everywhere that Starbucks were ubiquitous.
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2013-12-29 04:45 pm (UTC)(link)
"Is that like another country?" Fiona imagines an island floating next to real England, covered in a pointy hat like the one Mickey had in Fantasia. And then she tries not to laugh again.

"It's, uh, the fat content. Skim is milk without fat, two percent only has two percent fat..." She rolls her wrist, a nonverbal et cetera, et cetera. You're a smart guy, Snape, you get it, right?
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2013-12-29 10:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Fiona is finding this funny, and not all of the emotion's kind. See, how do you like asking the questions, huh? But at the same time, cruelty never lasts long in Fiona's heart; the sight of him not knowing something, needing help, is an unexpectedly humanizing moment.

No need to cry over it, though. She leans back with a shrug. "Well, yeah. I mean, that's the point. You overcharge for something rich people make a big deal out of. Tell me that doesn't happen in Wizarding England." Said with perhaps the smallest amount of skepticism.

"So, it's a part of England just for Wizards?" Fiona is pretty sure that'd get you sued in America, but as they've just abundantly covered, England and America are different.
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2013-12-31 03:45 pm (UTC)(link)
Fiona listens intently, trying to envision a sort of secret service program for Wizards. They live among you, and you'll never know! Sounds like a bad Lifetime movie, but whatever. She listens, head slightly cocked to the side in interest. And then Snape has to get all hissy about it, and she nearly rolls her eyes.

"What I saw in the other Asgard," she says, with an edge of aggression that may mask the fact that this is how the explains complex concepts to children, "was people using magic, so I believe that in other places, people use magic. Excuse me for not eating up everything else I hear about it with a spoon."

Snape is a weird guy, and Fiona trusts him with her life, but not much else. And that's not a choice so much as a statement of fact; clearly, for whatever reason, he'll still protect her if he has to, and he's clearly capable. She trusts him to do what it's obvious he already does. She has yet to see if he's a liar.
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2013-12-31 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
And his secret's safe. Fiona finds Snape just about impossible to read, at this point; she figures he just doesn't care about what she says, and hey, that suits her fine.

(It doesn't.)

"Well," Fiona takes the coffee with a sort of false daintiness, pinky out. It's meant to signify that her next comment is a joke: "I won't tell if you don't."

It's good coffee, and she gives a little nod of approval and thanks, before continuing. "Why's it secret, though? I mean, if it can just make water from nowhere, it could really help some-" Fiona gets, suddenly, the vivid image of what her father would do with himself in a world of magic and wonder. "Actually, y'know, maybe it's a good idea to keep it a secret. I mean, you guys'd know best."
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2014-01-01 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yeah, yeah," she's never grown up with that being a great tragedy so much as a cultural oddity; she is, in turn, flippant. "Even my school wasn't that sh...shoddy that I missed that." Also, there was a documentary special on it when she was eleven.

"I dunno, I mean, I saw what you did in the other place," She's still a little impressed and horrified by it, and honestly, selfishly glad for her own sake that he doesn't have such powers here. "You versus a bunch of New Englanders in pilgrim costumes?" She scoffs, and drinks her tea. The subject is light, and she considers the conversation light as well. She's not trying to argue any point, really.
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2014-01-01 04:23 pm (UTC)(link)
The corner of Fiona's mouth twitches, and she resists the urge to smile and continue teasing him. "I know, I mean..." She shakes her head. Years of rigid self-control come into play... as she attempts not to laugh at her boss' confusion.

"I mean, I saw what you can do. I got a pretty good demonstration." That memory kills the smile; it's hard for her to hold onto ire, but she doesn't enjoy being zapped, or recalling the sensation. "I think you could probably take a bunch of guys with pitchforks from Salem without breaking a sweat."
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2014-01-01 05:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"But... going into hiding... I mean, I bet it worked, and all," she's grateful for this simple conversation, though she's sure it's unspeakably boring for Snape; it's interesting, to hear of a world grander and wider than her own. The depressing details only ground it more in believable reality.

But still, this is all over Fiona's head, far out of the realm of her experience; to compensate, she equates it to something she knows: "Shouldn't you be, like, out and proud?"
Edited (oh my god i misread my own tag and made a completely unnecessary edit i'm going back to sleep) 2014-01-01 17:58 (UTC)
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[personal profile] ffuckoff 2014-01-02 10:27 am (UTC)(link)
Fiona tries to picture Snape at the little kitchen table Frank stole from someone else's yard when she was seven, shoved into the kitchen that they still all thought of as Aunt Ginger's. The wallpaper is a bit yellowed, and the kids are all in another room, watching a PBS show about sharks. Lip and Ian are leaning over the side of the couch, trying to pretend they're not listening in while straining their ears to hear the strange man in black explain that he can do magic.

In her imagination, Lip slips Ian a fiver.

"I'd tell you you should have been cut off sooner." And she'd know he hadn't gone to the Alibi, because Kev is a better bartender than that, to let someone get so wasted they think they're a fucking wizard. "And then you'd probably turn me into a frog and win the argument."

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