asgardmeridiem | all i ever wanted (closed).

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all i ever wanted (closed).

Who: Renly Baratheon & Loras Tyrell
What: Houses and stuff
When: Day 400/401
Where: Sigyn district
Rating: R!

[ Renly has never moved home before, not really. Storm's End has always been his home, his standing point, and even his migration to King's Landing had felt more like an extended break than actually moving to live elsewhere. His heart always felt as though it laid in those stone walls where he had fallen in love, with it's dozens of secret places and quiet, stolen moments. King's Landing, despite being as bustling and vibrant as the man himself, always felt... Wrong, somehow. But he had Loras and, surely, that was all that mattered?

It was certainly all that mattered now, walking around their new home and feeling a strange satisfaction overcome him. Here, in this strange new city, he had a home, a place to call his own (or, eventually, considering that, for now, Loras was technically the one that owned it all. Soon will come his time). There was room enough for himself, his lover and his lady wife; though Renly was certain that she would take a room for herself, distant from the one he was just as sure he and Loras would share.

Having the freedom to simply be with him, with no one casting shame or hate towards them, was a revelation that Renly had never dreamed of. He felt comfortable in it, proud of being able to have Loras at his side without questions or disgust. Loras is his, his love, his Knight of Flowers, and none shall take them from one another again.

And, of course, speaking of Loras -

Turning back to the now-closed door, Renly steps forward and reaches to lift one of Loras' hands to his lips, kissing the palm gently with a soft, fond half-smirk. ]

We are home, Loras.

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[ He leans into the touch, eyes flickering closed before he relaxes, simply happy. ]

I am certain. You do not mind if I indulge in my passions, do you?

[ He draws Loras closer, wrapping his arms around him and just holding him. Having him this close feels so strange and wonderful, he can't describe. It's only strange because there is no more pretence, no need to hide - Loras is his and he can proclaim it to the world if he would like to.

And he would like to. He needs not be king here, with his death at home, and he cares little for what strangers he doesn't know much about see him as. He might leave and never see them again and, in his mind, Loras is all that matters now. ]

Mmm...I think I have always done such a thing, even if I found them quite silly at times.

[Loras chuckles and moves to wrap his arms around Renly's neck, brushing his lips against his softly. This is still something akin to a dream. He is older, now, having gained an inch or so in height that makes them even, now; there are extra scars upon his skin, thin white lines where they never had been before. But he still felt very much the same, in these moments. For all the ills this city has put upon him, it has given him back the most precious pieces of himself.

He has hs heart, back. How can anyone ask for another thing?]

I'm simply happy now to have an excuse not to have a room mate. Or at least one that is as handsome as you.

My passions are never silly, Loras. They always have good reason to be indulged - you should know. You are one of them.

[ It's so easy to hold him close, to keep their bodies pressed together and to simply enjoy being able to breathe in the scent of Loras again. It's a little strange, seeing all the differences, it's true, but that simply means more for him to relearn, to devour, given time. He will learn Loras from head to toe once more and nothing shall come between them again.

Lifting a hand, Renly presses it against his chest gently. ]

You are certain your sister will no mind us sharing as we intend?

Well I suppose when you put it that way, I have no reason to deny you such things.

[He sighs, moving to cover Renly's hand with his own, squeezing.]

Why would she be bothered? She will be able to have her own room, a place to do as she wishes. With her dearest brother, and good friend in you.

[He sighs, moving to press a kiss to Renly's lips.]

We would have been happy. [If they had all lived. Lived to see the end of war, to be together as they had intended.]

We can be happy, here.

She is still my wife, even if she is... Aware of all things concerning us. I would not want to upset her, especially when we are all trapped here with horrors creeping upon us once more.

[ He leans into the kiss before he shifts, resting his forehead against Loras' and breathes out softly, eyes closed. It's safe, comfortable, here, and he has nothing to hide. No shame, no want, frustration... He can be happy, here, as his love says. ]

I want nothing more than the happiness of us all. Nothing more than to see that smile I love grace your lips.

I do not wish her upset either, Renly. But--

--I hope she will be all right. I will speak with her, once more.

[Loras brings his hands up to frame Renly's face, thumbs brushing against his cheek bones.]

Perhaps here she can even find her own happiness, with a man she can actually bed.

[ A red flush comes to his cheeks, then, and he glances away. That gives him some shame, at least; that he could not bed his wife to grant himself an heir. Even Stannis had been able to raise that mast. ]

I do hope so. She deserves all the happiness in the world, your sister. She is a rare woman indeed.

[They had not had the time. Loras sighs, pressing his lips to Renly's again.]

She does, but so do we. It will work out in the end. It has to, here.

[Loras won't allow anything else.]

[ He leans into the kiss, pressing a few more against Loras' mouth before he shifts back and nudges their noses together gently. ]

It shall, I am certain of it. We have a home and we have each other. What more could we possibly need than that?

[ He strokes a hand through Loras' hair tenderly. ]

Nothing.

[Loras sighs, breathing in the scent of both of them, grip becoming a bit tighter as he holds onto Renly.]

We will have to fight here--to protect this world. But I will do so gladly, if it means we can stay together. I will do whatever it takes.

As will I. I haven't fought a war - I never had the chance - but to defend you? I would do it.

[ He lifts a shoulder, absent. ]

We will survive.

[It is so similar to words they spoke long ago; he just hopes that it all ends better than the last time they were spoken.]

We will. Better than that.

[He shakes his head, words becoming firmer.]

We will thrive.

Like flowers, perhaps?

[ It's a tease, now, something soft and tender. ]

Growing Strong, even.

Well you always looked best with flowers on your antlers, Renly.

[He smiles, moving to kiss him once more.]

So what shall we do, our first night in our own home?

[ He laughs, voice low and soft. This - this simplicity - is perfection to him, now. ]

I can think of a few things we might both enjoy.

[ He quirks his eyebrow, lips curling. ]

Mmm...I think you should name them.

[Loras makes sure the door is closed, before moving to slide his hands up Renly's shirt, thumbs sliding along hip bones.]

Should I be so brazen? Perhaps I thought to tease you awhile.

[ He leans into the touch, his own hands sliding down to finger at Loras' clothing. He's not used to these modern fabrics, but he enjoys their ease of access. ]

Oh you did?

[He smirks, tilting his head.]

If you wish to tease, I can do that as well. And I know how vexed you get over my own.

[ Renly quirks a brow, quite without thinking. ]

Please, do continue. You have made me... Curious.

[Loras smirks, and moves to go climb onto their bed.]

You stay right there.

[He starts to work his clothing off, slowly but surely, not taking his eyes of Renly.]

[ Renly watches him, his expression flickering between his face and his hands. He can barely look away and the temptation is almost too much. ]

Am I not permitted to move at all?

No. You did ask me to show you how to tease, didn't you?

[He shifts his hips slightly, a hand palming along his hip.]

So that's what I'm doing. Teasing.

I take it back. I don't want to be teased.

[ He frowns, all petulance and spoilt. ]

Oh I don't know if I can stop now. You did bring this upon yourself.

[A fingertip slides along his cock.]

[ Renly swallows, taking another step forward. ]

Loras.

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