If the words of a few are to be believed, Surt does not care if he wins, simply that the great war is his to have. Like the star in his own expansive and incredible play of war. I can appreciate his love, and their rabid bloodlust, even as I cannot allow myself to fall before it.

As for the gods, there was a choice, but it was made by many of us. You have come extremely late to this... but if you do not wish to fight, truly do not, there are non-combatant roles. I simply think there's possibilities for one such as you.