asgardmeridiem | OPEN - bad when little, worse when tall

Who: Regina and open
What: Shortly this, this, and this, Regina ends up stabbing herself to avoid losing control of herself.
When: Later in the day of 155
Where: Gefion park!
Rating: TBD

[It's amazing she's made it this way without collapsing. The spare bandages she has to take care of her arms work on her stomach, up to a point. Of course it hurts, and it's sad how use she is to pain. There is color now, sort of speak, a thin trail of blood shortly followed her and she's not sure when it started.

When she looks down, her hand is blood red and the blood has bloomed brightly against her white robes.]

What a pity to stain these.

[The woman utters softly. Inexplicably to herself, she feels a slight tear roll down her cheek from her one good eye. She can't stand like this much longer, and even then, she refuses to fall over. She braces her body against her spear, to stop herself from falling to the ground. With a strain and bloodied hands, she pulls out her satchel for more bandages, despite knowing it won't work. She's not even sure how deep she inflicted the wound on herself.]

What good are you, Gwenhwyfar? Nothing to absolutely anyone.

[She can't. She can't at the moment when tears fall against her robe. It finally hits her.]

You can't even get back to Cymru let alone stop yourself from dying. It's suitable for you, isn't it? You miserable half-blood.

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I'd rather.

[She stiffly inhales, her hands twitching at the side. The woman pulls her bangs in anger as she continues to cry. She doesn't want to remember any of this and a sad, little part of her thinks she deserves this. She just wants to go back to that miserable pit of snakes called Eire. To be with Morrigu, her only friend, but with him most of all.

Regina holds back another sob at the thought. She doesn't want to be married off with someone like that.

How could anyone hurt so many innocent people?

That boy? Oh, that boy's eyes filled with horror and anger, the two things she knew so well as a child. Running and running from the woods. Regina would rather not die today, but she has no objections to making it worse. After all, she deserves it.]

[She looked at her and gave an exasperated grunt at the tears and the look of horror in Regina's eyes. They were as haunted as her own got sometimes.]

We're a fucking pair. I am not letting you go, so you can just fucking live with this. Hopefully it closes the wounds just enough to let the bleeding slow so we can get you to the hospital.

...

I'll tell them to restrain you.

[That would help her, at least a little bit. She wouldn't need to worry about attacking anyone during that, after all. If they gave her a blindfold, she couldn't use her powers for a while and she could just relax.

Pulling tight, she let the herbs do what little they could and tested to see if the bleeding looked like it had slowed at all.]

No.

No more restraints, no more. I am done with them. I won't go anywhere.

[She couldn't go back in doors, not after this. After all of that it feels as if Regina can't trust a soul in Asgard again. Regina suddenly jerks away to emphasize the point.]

[Damnit! She would go and get stubborn about this. Samantha was giving her a very infuriated and frustrated look. This whole situation wasn't going to help her at all.]

Damnit, Regina. I want to help you, but I can't heal this. I can get the wound closed, but I need a healer or the hospital to get you right again. Do you want me to call someone?

I will not go indoors! I don't belong there!

[She makes the situation even worse when Regina starts to thrash. It's not as strong as she usually does, but it's to the point where she can't be forced to go back in.]

Leave Merlin out of this!

Fuck that.

[She pressed hard at the shoulders and pointed a finger at Regina with eyes that glittered in the dark night air of the park.]

Hold the hell still. You won't go to the damned hospital, fine, but don't reopen the wound more. You're only making this worse. I don't know what the hell's up with Merlin, but there's a shit-ton of healers in this town.

I'll call Castiel or Watson... maybe Hisao. One of them's got to be available. Just, god damnit, hold still.

[She finds herself huffing in anger, lying still if only for a minute to regain her energy. She doesn't even realize how bad it is when she starts to get dizzy.]

[She pulled out her device after tightening the poultice back in place and shaking her head. She wasn't even sure if the fire blossoms were really helping enough.]

One minute.

[And so the dialing began...]

[Damn. Castiel's was on answering machine. Not good timing. However, after a moment of furtive conversation, she sent directions to the park over to Hisao and sighed.]

Hisao's on his way. I don't know how much he can do, but if you hold still this ... we might be able to do this here. I just need you to stay conscious Regina. Please.

[Getting her to stay still may be harder than it looks. Regina moves again to keep herself focused. When she intended to avoid fainting like this from a scenario such as this, she wasn't planning to bleed out like a normal human. It angers her, wishing she could have healed it by now. The woman still refuses to listen, but by now, her struggles are growing weaker.]

[She was getting more worried about the fact that Regina's struggles were weaker, frankly. As the time began to pass, she was checking bandages and keeping pressure as best she could, feeling the blood seep over her palms, the half-breed getting more quiet as she was made her very nervous.]

You... aren't allowed to die on me, Regina. I'm sick of people dying on me. I'm sick of caring and people ending up still dead in the end. Stay with me, do you hear me, you stupid damned stubborn half-breed?

[Hisao was red faced by the time he'd arrived - he wasn't completely clear on the situation but Samantha had made it sound pretty dire and that was enough for him. Well, considering it wasn't the new moon and the park was public enough that he felt safe.]

H-Hey - I'm here!

[He whiped some sweat from his forhead and blinked a few times, taking in long slow breaths. Luckily he'd been in the Odin district so it had been a much shorter run than it would have been were he at his welcome hall.

His eyes went wide, however, at the sight of all that blood.]

Oh my god!

Quick, there's not much time. See what you can do to stop the bleeding. She won't go to the hospital, Hisao.

[She was holding the wound closed as best she could, but whatever paltry power the herbs had, they'd done what they could. The half demon had a worried look on her face, given that Regina had been struggling to stay awake for a bit now.]

Just... don't put yourself at risk too, ok?

[The other half-demon might as well be spitting in anger at the situation. A loss of pride when Hiaso joins in to help with the wound. The self-inflicted wound Regina did to keep herself in check. All she does is sneer, arching her back in anger with a frustrasted groan.]

[Ooc; I am gonna include Lancelot in this! If it becomes too much I will have her pass out, just lemme all know!]

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